Intellectual Nourishment

If there is a WILL, there is a way <3

2012-02-09T06:08:00.001-08:00

I never thought I could love someone so much; he's my heart and I can't picture my life without him...

Stop the Denial

2011-12-29T01:22:00.001-08:00

I know in love with you..knew it from the moment I meet you

2011-12-21T02:01:00.000-08:00

I'm in love with you, in love with you..

1 8 B A R S . . .

2011-10-30T00:33:00.001-07:00

Lately...my emotions been Fucked up.
Like I'm guaranteed to fuck up.
I guess just screwed up.
I just need to fuckin grow up.
Money ambitious, need to get my fuckin gawp up.
Then I stop up, so I can cry a bit.
But then again I always seem to stop that shit.
What you bout bitch?
You ain't nothing, you can kiss my ass if you get far you lucky.
Every time I see you I just think of my future and shit...
Got me me thinkin if you gon be my fuckin main and shit..
Sometimes I wanna to forget all the time we spent...
Are you my fuckin soulmate? We don't know bout shit...
Can you walk out the fuck out my mind? I don't want the times that we spent like we out of time...
I'm not Denzel, only time will tell.
Don't want to be that muthafucka in love living in hell.
I keep it 100, like I'm Chris Brown, now let me run it while you sitting in the background.

I don't want to, but I want you

2011-10-27T20:19:00.001-07:00

I cannot lie, I feeling your vibe
I don't want to, but I want you.
You got this sexy thing about you,
That intrigues me to always think about you.
I don't want to, but I want you.
I could never fall in love with you, or be in a relationship.
I don't want to, but I want you.
I like the way we can talk and everything feels natural. You finish my thoughts, I finish yours.
I don't want to but I want you.
Im trying get you feeling right, all night.
Make your body orgasm, make you scream my name, make you play my game..my way.
Ain't nothing to but to do.
But like I said, I don't want to, but I want you.

The truth?

2011-10-24T13:07:00.001-07:00

You don't mean nothing
I don't want ya
I don't need ya
I never loved ya
You're a nobody
You'll never make it
You're a mistake...

when you ready you ready, and when you not you not. period.

2011-07-27T01:18:00.000-07:00

I'm ready now.

Ready For Love

2011-07-27T00:55:00.000-07:00

I am ready for love
Why are you hiding from me?
I quickly get my freedom,
to be held in your captivity.

I am ready for love
All of the joy and the pain
And all the time that it takes,
just to stay in your good grace.

Lately, I been thinking maybe
your not ready for me.
Maybe you think I need to learn maturity

They say watch what you ask for
cause you might recieve
But if you ask me tomorrow,
I'll say the same thing.

I am ready for love.
Could you please lend me your ear?
I promise I won't complain.
I just need you to acknowledge I am here.

If you give me half a chance
I'll prove this to you.
I will be patient, kind, faithful, and true.

To a man who loves music,
A man who loves art,
respects the spirit world,
And thinks with his heart.

I am ready for love.
If you'll take me in your hand?
I will learn what you teach,
and do the best that I can.

I am ready for love
Here with a offering of:
My voice,
My eyes,
My soul,
My mind.

Tell me, what is enough to prove
I am ready for love?
I am ready.

The God honest truth is, I am terribly lonely...and I'm okay with that =)

2011-02-24T01:38:00.001-08:00

2011-01-13T15:15:00.000-08:00

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the problem Science has with God, the Almighty. He asked one of his new Christian students to stand.

Professor: You are a Christian, aren’t you, son?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in God?
Student: Absolutely, sir.
Professor: Is God good?
Student: Sure.
Professor: My brother died of cancer, even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn’t. How is God good, then? Hmm?
(Student was silent)
Professor: You can’t answer, can you? Let’s start again, young fella. Is God good?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Is Satan good?
Student: No.
Professor: Where does Satan come from?
Student: From.. God.
Professor: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it? And God did make everything. Correct?
Student: Yes.
Professor: So who created evil?
(Student didn’t answer)
Professor: Is there sickness? Immortality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don’t they?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who created them?
(Student had no answer)
Professor: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son.. have you ever seen God?
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your God.
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God, for that matter?
Student: No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.
Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student: Yes.
Professor: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, Science says your God doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student: Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor: Yes, Faith. And that is the problem Science has.
Student: Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student: And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student: No, sir, there isn’t.
(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events)
Student: Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don’t have anything called cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of Heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There was a pon-drop silence in the Lecture Theatre)
Student: What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn’t darkness?
Student: You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light… But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and it’s called Darkness, isn’t it? In reality, darkness isn’t. If it is, You would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?
Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man?
Student: Sir, my point is, your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor: Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student: Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can’t even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor: If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes of course, I do.
Student: Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going)
Student: Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?
(The class was in uproar)
Student: Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s brain?
(The class broke out into laughter)
Student: Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? .. No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable and Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures?
(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable)
Professor: I guess you’ll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student: That is it, sir.. exactly! The link between man and God is Faith. That is all that keeps things alive and moving!
That student was Albert Einstein.

All I Ever Think About...

2011-01-02T01:12:00.001-08:00

All I ever think about is you and I guess I never really ever loved no one. All I ever think about is you, from the rising of the moon to the setting of the sun. It's overwhelming and I'm feeling so confused. I'm really scared lying here about to fall,cause all I ever think about is you. Tryna get back, yeah I wanna get back to you, cause all I ever think about is you.

I'm down with you baby it gets so hard for me to focus. I'll say a prayer so that nothing happens to you, waiting on your phone call saying baby wont you come back to me. And when you get back I cant wait to hug and kiss you, cant wait to demonstrate just how much I miss you. You take my breath away, no other way to say...All I ever think about is you

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2011-01-01T23:27:00.000-08:00

Go ahead, text him first, he might be checking his phone, waiting for you. Stare into the eyes of the person you like and memorize the color. turn on your ipod and run as far as you can. Say hi to a stranger, you never know what they’ll become to you. Have a mental health day – you know you need it. Don’t go on facebook for a day and see what you can accomplish. Give money to a charity, your good karma will come around eventually. Sneak out, you might get caught, but it’ll be 100% worth it. Tell that one person that you like them, what's the worst that can happen? he doesn't like you back? Then he doesn’t deserve you anyways, right? Treat yourself to something indulgent, you deserve it. Smile at a stranger, it could make their day. Wink, it’s sexy and makes you feel confident, after all, you are pretty hot ;). go for somebody who is totally wrong for you, they may not be totally wrong after all. Stand up for yourself, because if you don’t, who will. Moral of the story is it's 2011, start living your dream life that you've always wanted, after all.. YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE.

Wanna Be Loved

2010-11-24T23:52:00.000-08:00

Don't feel no pity for me
Cause I'm going through a couple things,
Life means change,
That's the way it goes,
All my life I had a constant burning
A strong deep,desire
An aching ambiguous,yearning.
yearning

For something better
For something bigger
For something wider
For something higher
And lots of regrets
Cause I ain't seem to found it yet
I've been searching around the world
Never knowing what to expect
I get sad sometimes
Yes I be mad sometimes
Cause I'm out here on the grind
Making mine
And I still can't seem to find
What I've been looking for
Opened so many doors
For real,yo
I just wanna be loved...

I Come To You More Than I Give

2010-11-07T13:14:00.000-08:00

When the time comes for us to pray,

We find other things to say.

Instead of giving thanks for what

God has already done,

we're asking for more.

But with a grateful heart

we ouught to pray.

"Lord let your will be done

and if you never give me

another thing I'll just

thank you for forgiving me"

I come to you more than I give..

Always with my hands out,

instead of lifting them up.

Oh, Lord will you give

me another chance?

Always with my hands out,

instead of giving myself enough to say.

Lord I know that I'm in

your perfect will, realizing as

ungrateful as I've been.

The giving you has removed all sin.

I vow right now to never be the same

I come to you more

Than I give

Always with my hands out

Instead of me lifting

Them up

I come to you more

Than I give

Oh Lord, I'm sorry

Romans 12:1 said,

"I beseech you therefore

Bretheren

By the mercies of God

That ye present your bodies

A living sacrifice

Holy, which is your job"

Unto God, it is your job

To give him everything

Every part of you

I give you my heart

My mind, my soul

My praise, my money

It all belongs to the Father

I give it all to you

I give you my heart

My mind, my soul, my praise

Hallelujah

I Come To You More Than I Give - Kim Burrell

cat has let loose..

2010-10-06T03:30:00.000-07:00

I've held me tongue long enough.
I've put up and shut up, until I'm saying
"I don't give a fuck!"
The cat let loose of my tongue.

They say a closed mouth don't get fed
But how do you get fed without being
Encouraged? With nourishment?
In this situation I still ain't got fed.
They cat let loose of my tongue.

Honey, don't worry about me or
Think I'm butt-hurt cause I decline.
Don't think I'm being unreasonable and
Dramatic, cause I decline.
....Wait a minute?

Wait a minute?
Matter of fact,
You can think that all you want.
Like I said I don't give a fuck anymore,
The cat let loose of my tongue.

Respect my opinion just as I respect yours.
Be upset be mad, but do it behind closed doors.
Reason being? You really want to know?

With that reaction,
the cat will now and forever hold me tongue.

today is the day i've been waiting for, for a long time, this is my favorite month of the year, Dear October..

2010-10-01T04:59:00.001-07:00

Perfect Quote for the weekend of September 11th - 13th

2010-09-27T23:37:00.000-07:00

Love Rain

2010-09-27T23:14:00.000-07:00

Love rain down on me

Met him on a Thursday, sunny afternoon
Cumulus clouds, 84 degrees
He was brown, deep
Said he wanted to talk about my mission
Listen to my past lives

Took me on long walks to places where butterflies rest easy
Talked about Moses and Mumia
Reparations, blue colors, memories of shell topped Adidas
He was fresh, like summer peaches
Sweet on my mind like block parties and penny candy
Us was nice and warm, no jacket, no umbrella, just warm

At night we would watch the stars
And he would physically give me each and every one
I felt like cayenne pepper, red, hot, spicy
I felt Dizzy, Sonya, heaven, and Miles between my thighs
Better than love,we made delicious.

He me had, had me he
He made me tongue tied
I could hear his rhythm in my thoughts
I was his sharp, his horn section
His boom and his bip
And he was my love

Love rain down on me.

The rain was fallin and slowly
and sweetly and stinging my eyes
And I could not see that he became my voodoo priest
And I was his faithful concubine

Wide open, wide,
loose like bowels after collard greens
The mistake was made
Love slipped from my lips
Dripped down my chin and landed in his lap
And us became new

Now me non-clairvoyant and in love
Made the coochie easy and the obvious invisible
The rain was falling
And I couldn't see the season changing
And the vibe slipping off it's axis

Our beautiful melody became wildly staccato
The rain was falling and I could not see
That I was to be plowed and sowed and fertilized
And left to drown in his sunny afternoon
Cumulus clouds,84 degrees,melody

The mistake was made
Love slipped from my lip, dripped down
my chin and landed in his lap
And us, became new,
me non-clairvoyant and in love
Made me the fool
You were never true
If you didn't want me, ahh
You should have let me know
Instead you made a mockery of everything
I thought we'd be
I honestly did love you.

Love rain down on me.

Bottom's Up ft. Nicki Minaj (Choreography) Chrysta "Texas" West SI7

2010-09-02T00:52:00.000-07:00

money will be nice but...

2010-09-02T00:47:00.000-07:00

An Open Letter from Michael Jackson to his critics from 1994:

2010-09-02T00:40:00.000-07:00

"Like the old Indian proverb says, so not judge a man until you've walked 2 moons in his mocassins.

Most people don't know me, that is why they write such things in which most is not true.

I cry very often because it hurts and I worry about the children, all my children all over the world. I live for them.

If a man could say nothing against a character but what he can prove, his story could not be written.

Animals strike, not from malice, but because they want to live. It is the same with those criticize. They desire our blood, not our pain.

But still I must achieve. I must seek truth in all things. I must endure for the power I was sent forth. For the world. For the children.

But have mercy, for I've been bleeding a long time now."

Nothing is wrong being intouch with your sexually, just don't degrade yourself to do so.

2010-09-02T00:37:00.000-07:00

Long Walk - Jill Scott

2010-09-02T00:18:00.000-07:00

Let's take a long walk
around the park
after dark.

Find a spot for use to spark
conversation,
verbal elation,
stimulations.

Share out situations,
temptations,
education,
relaxations.

Elevations, maybe we
can talk about Psalms
in entirety...

Or maybe we can see a movie
Or maybe we can see a play on Saturday
Or maybe we can roll a tree and feel the breeze
and listen to a symphony
Or maybe chill and just be,
Or maybe
Maybe we can take a cruise and listen to the roots
Or maybe eat some passion fruit
Or maybe cry to the blues
Or maybe we could just be silent

foolish heart...

2010-08-13T06:31:00.001-07:00

My foolish heart will jump into the deepest of the seas,

even if it cannot swim.
My foolish heart will trust just anyone,

it’s so naive.
And I’m left to save it again.

I told you once I told you twice,

the next time I won’t be so nice.
You so quick to give it up, when you don’t think about us.

I won’t let you keep hurting me,

if you gone keep causing me pain.
I won’t let you keep hurting me, I’m about to take you out the game.

2010-08-12T15:19:00.001-07:00

“i have missed more than 9,000 shots in my career. I have lost almost 300 games. On 26 occasions I have been entrusted to take the game-winning shot and I missed. I have failed over and over again in my life. And that’s precisely why I succeed.”

—	Michael Jordan, who led Chicago to six championship titles.

2010-08-06T14:19:00.000-07:00

BOTTOM LINE.

2010-08-06T14:13:00.000-07:00

"I'd rather have my heart broken into a million pieces rather than breaking someone else's heart."

-Chrysta C. West

2010-08-06T14:12:00.000-07:00

You can mosdef believe that I am growing heartless, sad thing is, I'm starting not to care. No more crying for me.

After a month and a half, I am finally speaking out.

2010-08-06T13:43:00.000-07:00

I have been silent about my recent failed relationship, yet amazingly, so many of my personal friends have talked to me about what my ex has said. I'm not one to have my business out, if I do not want people to know. I can't express myself because when I'm so passionate about something I tend to get tongue tied. I feel the only way I can express myself, truly, is through my blogs.

The Neo-Soul Artist, Chrisette Michele's music always tends to speak to the depth of my soul. I heard and know everyone of her songs, but one of her songs, "Blame It On Me" has taken a toll and spoke to my heart on how I feel about my past relationship. It has brought a since of clarity to what this song really, truly means.

Blame It On Me by Chrisette Michele

Sometimes you can work it out

Sometime YOU CAN'T

Sometimes you're forced to watch everything fall apart

It's out of your hands

Sometimes leaving is easy

Sometimes it ain't

Sometime it hurts to know

The loving you had was slowly fading away

You can say whatever you'd like

As long as we just say goodbye

Blame It On Me

Say it's my fault

Say that I left you outside in the cold with a broken heart

I really don't care

I ain't crying no more

Say I'm a liar a cheater

Say anything that you want

As long as it's over

I ain't a quieter

I just ain't got time

I tried to see you through

I tried to make it to the finishing line

Oh you thought it was meant to be

I admit so did I

Every once in a while you think you figured it out

Sometimes YOUR NOT RIGHT

You can say whatever you'd like

As long as we just say goodbye

Blame It On Me

Say it's my fault

Say that I left you outside in the cold with a broken heart

I really don't care

I ain't crying no more

Say I'm a liar a cheater

Say anything that you want

As long as it's over

Yes i love you

but I really got a loose you

Freedom is where I want to be

Yes I'll probably always love you

But I'm moving

I got to do this for me

Blame It On Me

Say it's my fault

Say that I left you outside in the cold with a broken heart

I really don't care

I ain't crying no more

Say I'm a liar a cheater

Say anything that you want

As long as it's over

Brotha To The Night

2010-07-13T02:46:00.000-07:00

Say Baby...
Can I be yo' slave?
I got to admit girl, you're the shit girl
And I'm diggin' you like a grave.
Now do they call
"Daughter to the Spinning Pulsar"
Or maybe the Queen of 10,000 moons?
Sister to the Distant yet Rising Star?
Is your name Yemaya?
Oh, hell no.
Its got to be Oshun.
Ooohhh...
is that a smile me put on your face child...
wide as a field of jasmine and clover?
Talk that talk, honey.
Walk that walk, money.
High on legs that'll spite Jehovah. Shit.
Who am I?
It's not important.
But they call me Brotha to the Night.
And right now...
Im the blues in your left thigh...
Trying to become the funk in your right.
Who am I?
I'll be whoever you say!
But right now I'm the sight raped-hunter...
Blindly pursuing you as my prey.
And I just want to give you injections
Of sublime erections,
And get you to dance to my rhythm.
Make you dream archetypes...
Of black angels in flight...
Upon wings of distored, contorted
Metaphoric Jizm.
Come on slim...
Fuck yo' man!,
I ain't worried about him.
It's you who I want to step to my scene.
'Cause rather the deal with fallacy...
Of this dry-ass reality
I'd rather dance and romance your sweet ass
In a wet dream.
Who am I?
Hmpph
Well they all call me Brotha to the Night.
And right now,
Im the blues in your left thigh...
Trying to become the funk in your right.

Is that all right?

If you were here...

2010-06-24T02:43:00.000-07:00

I know if you were here

You'd make everything better

I know if you were here

When I'm feeling sad,

we'd laugh together

I know if you were here

All of my pain and sorrow

would not longer exist

That's only if you were here....

But your not, so what can I do?

Wish I could say that I knew you,

personally.

In my mind I see you as my friend,

my best friend, my brother, my uncle,

my cousin...you name it

you were and still are it

But only if you were here...

It saddens me to know your not here

But God missed you most

So not only did he take you from me,

he took you from the world.

Billions fans and I'm just one.

That's only if you were here...

here

2010-06-24T02:42:00.001-07:00

message that brought me clarity.

2010-06-24T02:29:00.000-07:00

The time is right.
I'm gonna pack my bags.
And take that journey down the road.
Cause over the mountain I see the bright sun shinning
And I want to live inside the glow.

*I wanna go to place where I am nothing and everything,
That exists between here and nowhere.
I wanna got to a place where time has no consequences.
The sky opens to my prayers.

I wanna go to a beautiful, beautiful, beautiful place.

Please understand that it's not that I don't care,
But right know these walls are closing in on me.

But I need to find a place were I can breathe,
I can breathe

*I wanna go to place where I can hold the intangible
And let go of the pain with all my might.
I wanna go to a place where I am suspended in ecstasy.
Some where between dark and light.
Where wrong becomes right.

I wanna go to a beautiful, beautiful, beautiful place.

If this makes any sense.

YOU SHOLL IS UGGHHLY!

2010-05-17T00:33:00.000-07:00

walking to my house

i watch my feet, why?

because snails are on

the sidewalk.

ME: (*SNAILS?!? YUCK!! you sholl is uggghly*)

christianity symbolizes

snails as a lazy or sinful

person. it appeared to

feed upon the mire of

this world, making no

effort to hunt or provide

decent food for itself.

in logic and reason, a

snail symbolizes death and

rebirth. because they seal

themselves in their shells

during the winter and

re-emerge in the spring.

death and rebirth.

i believe that everyone

deserves a second chance.

so why wouldn't i watch my

feet? cant step on them. i'm

a stranger in their world,

not vice-versa.

i refuse to play god to this

helpless animal. accident

or not.

ME: (*SNAILS?!? YUCK!! you sholl is uggghly*)

i've been praying

that one day i will not be

walking on the sidewalk

minding my business, and

someone steps on me.

distorted and disfigured

is the last place i want to

be. i apologize for all of

those snails i've stepped

on to get where i'm going.

think about it?

KARMA DON'T BE A BITCH..

do you believe in angels?

2010-05-17T00:29:00.000-07:00

Why not? The world is so crappy that if I didn't believe something so perfect and pure existed to compensate I don't know how sane I would be.

Hidden Emotion

2010-05-16T23:41:00.000-07:00

anger has become my hidden emotion,

but my love wont allow me to show it.

sadness has become my hidden emotion,

but my happiness won't allow me to show it.

stress has become my hidden emotion,

but my motivation won't allow me to show it.

guilt has become my hidden emotion,

but my innocence won't allow me to show it.

pessimistic has become my hidden emotion,

but my optimism won't allow me to show it.

the "_____" has become my hidden emotion,

but my pride wont allow me to show it.

so what am i to do when i won't allow myself

to show it?

crying would help. its NEEDED. yet again

my bitch ass pride won't let me FUCKING DO IT.

i have become angry...with myself

so now what??!?!?!

HARDEST fucking decision i have ever made

in my life. shoot me in my face, and hopefully

i bleed blue, if so then the answer is yes.

if not then i'll bleed red, then the answer is no.

2010-05-16T23:31:00.000-07:00

bittersweet,

your gonna be the

death of me i don't

want, but i NEED you.

i LOVE you and

HATE you, at the very

same time.

see what i want so much,

should neverhurt this bad.

"never did this before",

that's what the virgin said.

"we've been generally warned",

that's what the surgeon said.

help me now Lord,

this is an emergency.

Girls aspire to be like Nicki Minaj, when they should aspire to be like Lena Horne.

2010-05-15T05:11:00.001-07:00

LENA HORNE

2010-05-15T05:09:00.000-07:00

Malcolm is gone and Martin is gone, and it is up to all of us to nourish the HOPE they gave us. -Lena Mary Calhoun Horne (1917-2010)

cannot live without them;

2010-05-12T05:37:00.000-07:00

2010-05-03T22:24:00.000-07:00

drag my feet

i run with ZOMBIES!

2010-04-08T14:49:00.000-07:00

We Can Change The World

Tomorrow

This Could Be A Better Place

If You Don't Like What I'mSayin'

Then Won't You Slap MyFace . . .

THE THICKNESS

2010-04-07T14:54:00.000-07:00

whoa!
she a big chick,
big ol' legs, big ol' thighs, big ol' hips,
big ol' ass, big ol' tits,
she so big!

*(she's a baby, baby, baby, baby...)*
won’t nobody even try to reach her mind
age 14,
eyes green,
young tender, supple, and fine,
[hear them, all those];

"oohs and ahhs"
slip as she lick her lips...

oooooooohhhhh...they want to fuck her!

they want to rub their dicks on her precious clitoris...
they want to watch them big ol' titties settle and part a bit,

they want to talk about it,
tell it,
spread it,
relive the conquest,

HOW THEY BEAT ON THAT ASS AND
HOW THEY KNOCKED THAT SHIT,

DON'T stop,
WON'T stop,
to recognize that there’s more,
more underneath that thickness,
that sweet and round, brown, young, tender, thickness.

now they like her quiet and eager,
sweet and meager,

*[Shhhhh....]*

he says;
"don’t you complain about my other women.
just drop that big thick ass on my stiffness.
make me nut all up on your gut with the quickness."

DON'T stop,
WON'T stop,

"LIFT IT!!!
yea girl LIFT IT!
LIFT IT baby...
drop it again.
cause i aint your tribesmen no more,
i aint your friend.
come on girl...just let me in.
let me into all that thickness.
that sweet and round brown supple bigness."

cause she so BIG
won’t nobody even try to reach her mind

she’s been degraded, exploited, NOT celebrated,
saturated with self hatred.

Let me say that again please:
she’s been degraded, exploited, NOT celebrated,
saturated with self hatred.
cause every time she turns on the TV,
What does she see? big ol' booty,
and it don’t have nothing to do with the song

Thus, her definition of beauty,
Thus, her definition of beauty,

let her,
let her recognize the magnificence you've created,
lift her,
lift her,
LIFT HER!!

Let her be elevated,
cause she so BIG
cause she so BIG
cause she so BIG
cause she so BIG
cause she so BIG

Let her be elevated,
Let her be elevated.

IF NOT, then its OUR FAULTS!

-Jill Scott
(The Thickness Live)

hello handsome,

2010-04-05T16:09:00.000-07:00

Penn Badgley ♥

formspring.me/YoshiCWest

2010-04-05T16:06:00.000-07:00

Q:What is a trait that you like most about yourself?

A:the fact that i can force myself to get over things..

Q: what's a trait you like least about yourself?

A: the fact that i can force myself to get over things..while truly suppress my feelings

2010-03-25T03:56:00.000-07:00

"I’ll drag you out
I’ll drive you out
I’ll drug you out
I’ll tear you out
I’ll cut you out
I’ll kick you out
I’ll push you out
I’ll pull you out
I cast you out
I’ll curse you out
I’ll shut you out
I’ll shit you out
I’ll clean you out
Grab a rope and hang you out to dry
Now I’ll damn you out
I cast you out
I’ll shove you out
I’m staying
All in all we’re pawns

The darkness of mankind stirs in us all

Dear Self,

2010-03-24T15:46:00.000-07:00

I have come to the realization that I need to seriously, seriously get over this and move on. I have tried and tried before, but honestly I don't think I tried hard enough. This is not healthy for me. I have never been the type of person to allow someone or something take a toll of my thoughts, nor will I allow it to happen anymore. If it is a chance of doubt from the beginning, then I normally let it go at the sign of this doubt. But this... I have held on to this for about a year now. Obviously, this is not something small and thrown to the side. But now, I shall make it just that... small.

In the end, I know it is what is best for me. This whole time I have not been thinking about myself, even when I was told to thinking about myself, I didn't. I was hard-headed, and it fucked me over to be quite honest. I know, I am worth more than what I gave myself, and what was given. And I put entirely too much of myself into this subject, when from the beginning I never knew if I would or would not benefit from this. Yet, I did because I was all in. I honestly do not take anything back that I did. Regrets are something that I cannot take lightly, which is why I respect and stand by my decisions during this recent year. I will admit, I have been in denial for the most part, but luckily I am not foolish to continue to allow my feelings drag on. I know I would be ten times more hurt then what I am as of now. It was genuine, true and noble without a doubt, and my mind, soul and spirit were completely all in, I'm talking peddle to the metal, burning rubber. Not saying that I wouldn't do it again, I just know not to be so quick to put myself on the ledge again.

I know I would have been happy and in a good spot if it would have happened, but it didn't. I can't read the future but I am presuming it never will. Yet, I know it was not my lost... Well, I may have lost just a little. I'm grateful for knowing what it felt like to actually, I'm guessing be in love or very very close to it. Because I can genuinely say it was true, at least to me. I know this was all really really. . . really bad timing, but I am one that will not complain. Yeah... I cried in silence, I've given everything away and maybe I can learn to fall for someone who can give me all. The things that I'm not afraid to lose. I just know for the first time in my life, I refuse to worry about the future, however things turn out, it's all right. Cause he has already changed my life. But I'll just end this a long goodbye. kbye :)

Signed,

Chrysta Camille West

2010-03-23T21:56:00.000-07:00

the only two places i feel absolutely safe are either in bed with fresh, white sheets and pillows surrounding my head or in water. like on the bottom of a swimming pool. alone. weightless. peaceful. nobody talking. nobody pretending. just being. those are the only two places. everywhere else i get smacked in the face with arrogance, ignorance, shallowness. they knock me down and leave me bleeding on the floor.

my hearts an open book, you can read it if you'd like...

2010-03-18T02:03:00.000-07:00

"Office Life"

2010-03-18T01:59:00.000-07:00

-this is how i am feeling

just once, that's all...

2010-03-18T01:56:00.000-07:00

2010-03-15T02:35:00.000-07:00

"i know you don't believe in fairy tales, but if you did...i want to be your knight in shining amour. you've been through so much, i don't want to see you hurt anymore. now i may not be able to give you all that your use to. but i do that i can love you past your pain. i don't want you to worry about anything, i mean, just wake up in the morning. that's all you have to do, and i'll take it from there..."

- Diary of a Mad Black Woman

MJ♥

2010-03-13T02:42:00.000-08:00

reaching out to touch a stranger
electric eyes are everywhere
see that girl, she know i'm watching
she like the way i stare...

and they say why, why?
tell that its human nature
why, why? would does he do me that way

2010-03-12T05:45:00.001-08:00

"if you know what this means, it means it was probably meant for you"

2010-03-12T05:43:00.000-08:00

go go go! this sunday!!!

2010-03-12T05:41:00.000-08:00

2010-03-12T05:34:00.000-08:00

the choice is yours no matter what it is
to choose life, is to forgive
you dont have to try and hurt em or break their pride
just shake the wait off
and you'll be ready to fly.

one shot to your heart without breaking your skin...

speak to my heart

2010-03-12T05:33:00.000-08:00

truth

2010-03-10T17:30:00.000-08:00

best part is 1:03

2010-03-10T13:19:00.000-08:00

:)

2010-03-03T02:38:00.000-08:00

you inspire me. the way you make me feel inside is amazing. your honesty, your artistry is engaging. you are everything i hope to be. you have touch my soul, i want you to know, you are my hero. you got so much soul, to put it plain and simple; you are wonderful.

bmodozset, carissa!

2010-03-02T03:16:00.000-08:00

i am thankful for you. you make me feel like i can be a better woman. trueXstory =]

2010-03-02T02:44:00.000-08:00

my heart has been broken so many times it's pieces are finer then sand. Only the flames of love could turn that sand back into a heart of glass

2010-02-16T08:06:00.001-08:00

VIBE XV

2010-02-12T02:54:00.000-08:00

Vibe XV was the recent competition.
congratulations to all the teams that
placed:

1st - Choreo Cookies

2nd - Commonground

3rd - Team Millennia

All of their sets were good, but I'm going to say what not many would blog. obviously nobody would because I've searched. But It's my opinion and It's my blog so I'm going to say what i want to say...

Choreo Cookies DID NOT DESERVE TO WIN! period.

I mean, I am no hater and never been, but now it seems like the dance community is going off of popularity. I'm not sure its fosho, but with Cookies winning Vibe XV that is exactly what it looks like. Their set jst wasnt first place material in my opinion, maybe like 2nd or 3rd. But I mosdef think, Commonground did WAAAAY better then them.

Well, anyhoo it was fun and pretty inspiring to see teams dance and (*sidenote*), ANBU BLACK OPS = FCKIN AMAZING!!!!
I want to marry Victor Kim.

Every single person on that team is fucking amazing, Black Ops gave me my first eyegasm. LOVED IT!

blessed and divinely favored

2010-01-15T21:27:00.000-08:00

a love so strong, that when i'd open my mouth to talk and you take the words right out of my mouth. then those times when i'd rest my head on your chest to hear your heartbeat, and i'd realize that my heartbeat matched the same beat as yours. i will have the opportunity that few people have on this earth, and that is to spend time, and be with a man who God took time to create and design just for me. not only will this show that i am blessed, but it will further show that i am blessed and divinely favored.

it takes courage to love again

2010-01-15T21:07:00.000-08:00

often, once one has experienced heartbreak,
the words come up like word vomit, "FUCK LOVE".
ignorance speaks, and punishes your heart.
everyone has to have love.the world will not be
the same without love. it takes courage to love
again after heartbreak. take it then embrace it.
food for thought?

2009-12-28T03:29:00.000-08:00

a diamond that is treated like glass, ask for love but me you wont ask

"your apart of me and you dont even know it, im what you need but im too afraid to show it"

2009-12-28T03:02:00.000-08:00

2009-12-28T02:55:00.000-08:00

Bad Habits - Maxwell

two of my favorite people in a hot fuckin video

SEXY ASS MAXWELL..haha

2009-12-28T02:51:00.000-08:00

ANGELA BASSETT <3 <3 <3

2009-12-28T02:47:00.000-08:00

IDOL i love you soo much!

KERRY WASHINGTON <3

2009-12-28T02:45:00.000-08:00

i love her

why is he so awesome?

2009-12-28T02:39:00.000-08:00

yes, THE CHUCK NORRIS

hello im back...

2009-12-28T02:37:00.001-08:00

WHAT-A-BITCH

2009-12-28T02:28:00.000-08:00

i got TUMBLR and forgot all about you BLOGSPOT..im sorry for being such a bxtch nigga for deserting you like that smdh

i just love them...

2009-08-18T15:35:00.000-07:00

woman, you are beautiful...i am not lesbian or bisexual in anyway...but i have a woman crush on you

2009-08-18T15:31:00.000-07:00

2009-08-18T15:22:00.000-07:00

jeffery III & jaydin west

2009-08-18T15:20:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU!

so gone over you =p

2009-08-04T02:59:00.002-07:00

for the first time ever, i think i really felt heartbreak

i stayed up all night as if i had a toothache.

toothache it was not , but more like everything stopped

when i knew it was completely through.

im not the type of girl to cry over a guy or you

even tried to force myself. but its something

i just cant do. why? i dont know…

maybe because im looking forward to a better future

i cant dwell in the past, even though i swore we would have last.

you were really good to me, but just not my better.

Best i mean, i saved every letter.

Because i know i need to cherish those

even every single rose.

I hope your happy and it stays that way.

Even though my heartbreak has finally came.

Always been the type to put my feelings aside

to do what’s best. And what I did I do not regret.

My feelings still remains, but this heartbreak I will

not take. I guess I’ll take it a forgettable mistake.

2009-08-04T02:59:00.001-07:00

2009-08-04T02:56:00.000-07:00

We were given: Two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Hmm…because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.

WOW , WOW , WOOOOOOOOOW !

2009-08-01T03:30:00.000-07:00

&& they might teach bMod workshops, WOOOOOOW!!!

feelin it..

2009-07-23T08:09:00.001-07:00

love is something i yearn for almost everyday. not in the sense of a girl walking around looking for someone to be my boyfriend and love me..oh no, not i said the fly. but its just that its something i look forward to and want to embrace. i look forward to doing the most random-iest things with this person who's like my best friend and boyfriend wrapped into one . i look forward to calls like this, "hey babe what you doing?..oh nothing?..well i got movies and popcorn, be over in 30." i hope to embrace the ups and downs in relationships, especially those downs because that what gives strength and nourishment to the grow and bond of the couple. i look forward to playing the ugly face contest with this someone who can actually win against me. i hope to embrace looking like a complete mess (big hair, baggy/stained clothes, etc.) in front of this someone and still look at me as if i just stepped off the runway. waking up with this someone next to me, cuddling..like i said in a previous post im a sucker for romance and yet simplicity..dont know who this someone is, but i embrace it if you dont like it...WELL - - - - OFF!

(via last words: seriously, if you dont like love your a heartless futhamucka)

Perfect Date..

2009-07-23T07:48:00.000-07:00

He takes you on the perfect date, out of this world, literally. We’d take a magic carpet ride through the sky, then go roller-skating around the rings of Saturn. We’d sit on on the edge of a crescent moon and pitch stars into the Milky Way. There he would propose to you and offer the sun as an engagement ring. We would make love on a bed of clouds, fall fast asleep, then slowly drift back to Earth. And if this date does not meet its intended destination, please send it to heaven, because it was meant for an angel.

(via pat'n on my own back: that was deep.)

who's your top three?..

2009-07-23T07:46:00.001-07:00

top three baddest bxtches walking in the united states of america..

Reasoning:
#1. Angela Bassett - will be 51 on August 16th and looks like she's in her late 20's early 30's. Not only an actress but a Yale University Graduated. Been in the entertainment business and made it successfully without expose herself or her dignity. And she personally, my idol.

#2: Janet Jackson - has been in the spotlight since she was a child has been torned down almost every single magazine, paparazzi, etc. and still on her fuckin grind and killin it..just like her kuya, michael (rip MJ). And last may I add, she's undeniably hot!

#3: Stefani 'Lady Gaga' Germanotta - is simply on this list because she gives no fuck to what any futhamucka thinks of her and its beautiful to see what she has next up her sleeve just so she can piss off the public and paparazzi. ahhh, she bad.

(via: its just my opinions)

a fan of REAL poetry

2009-07-23T07:44:00.000-07:00

Rafael Casal - Barbie and Ken 101
("...this is where i really start gettin pissed off okay? when the fuck did it become about, tooking in the gut, i gotta get the bigger breast, should i wanna fit a little better in the dress, so let me get a little skinny, gotta fit into the itty bitty just to live'n up the chest, please...fuck barbie and ken...above hips, ass, lips, legs and uggs the most real ass shit is women who dont give a fuck..so screw all your teachings...")
Kanye West - Bittersweet
("...all of that talking I feed off of, keep it up. I’m relaxing and my feet is up, I’m leaving you haters just like Shaq left the Lakers just to heat it up. I state the static's to stunt, I don’t need to front. Make black history everyday, I don’t need a month..." ) Zora Howard - Bi-Racial Hair ("...im talking about that cross burning in the mud blood and you call me a mud-blood. slit my wrist, my blood does not excrete in black and white. i dream in verse and red like what dripped from Emmett Till's lip from when he was killed for breaking down color lines...because of her lack of roots they called her an oreo, but her skin isnt that dark so more like a cinnamon vanilla wafer or a mulatto, thats more like a reverse mulatto, IM NOT A FUCKING COOKIE OR A BERRY..." )

Love, Love, Love, Love ^ _^

2009-07-15T17:19:00.001-07:00

its one thing dreams are made of and what everyone needs to experience at least once in their lives, It is Love. With some of the heartbreaking events we have all will experience at least once should be openly welcomed. I have to admit one thing that attracted me to our President was the love and admiration he shows for his wife Michelle. With Que and Dawn its the pure innocent love that they are never afraid of showing and embracing. With the Dream and Christina its the love that you want to showboat and don't give a damn about what people think about it. With Jay and Beyonce its that understated love that you never have to talk about but the world knows just how strong it is. It is Love and it is Urban and I welcome it and hope that its something we can all see more of and incorporate into our daily lives. Let's embrace love, welcome love, reciprocate love, learn love and most importantly love LOVE!

misunderstood

2009-07-10T00:46:00.000-07:00

ok..

you heard the story of 'Hansel and Gretel' right? so everyone always,

i mean always takes those bratty kids side of the story, but think

about i mean really really think about it..was it fair that two little lost

runts just come up to your house and start eating it??? to answer

that question..uh NO. the witch was very misunderstood in that story

because she worked hard for that candyhouse and nobody has the

right to just take or eat your things. (thats wht she said..bMod)

if those lost ass kids were hungry than Hansel should have told his

dumb ass sister not to throw the bread crumbs on the ground, the

trick should have thrown some pebbles or rocks, then they would've

had food duh. anyways, the moral of the story everybody so quick

to judge the witch just because she tried to eat children. but in the

words of weezy, "..just a soul who's intentions are good, oh lord please

dont let them be misunderstood" the witch was misunderstood, in the

end the witch died because of those stupid ass, bad ass kids. little fucks!

(via emotion: these shits are fucked up right now)

Complicated Melody

2009-07-05T11:06:00.000-07:00

If he were a color...
He'd be a deep dark forest green
If he were a car...
He'd be a long stretch limousine
With room for all of humanity inside
Cause he is so giving
And he is so wise
If he were a number...
He'd be a five
cause he has such a brilliant mind
If were an animal...
He'd be an jackass
cause he's so stubborn sometimes

But if he were a song...
He'd be a complicated melody
That complicated fellow he
That almost cannot be sung on key
But he means the world to me

If he were a building...
He'd be a beautiful cathedral
Cause he's so traditionally spiritual
If he were a dance...
He'd be complicated like the tango
Exotic like a mango

But if here a song...
He'd be a complicated melody
That complicated fellow he
That almost cannot be sung on key
But he means the world me

He ain't the reason for the
sun and the moon
He is just the reason for
this complicated tune
Cause he means the world to me
Complicated melody
That complicated fellow he
He's a complicated melody
That almost cannot be sung on key...

--don't who i'm talking about, but hey doesn't hurt to write it out

(via india arie)

Dear Michael,

2009-06-29T22:01:00.000-07:00

I don't have to go into too much detail about how much I Love You Mr. Jackson because you and I know how much I truely love you, it can never be written in simple words. I will miss you, but your in a better place and don't have to deal with futhamackas talking ish and telling you if the choices you make are justified or not. I cannot mourn your sudden death because I know you found peace, you impacted and inspired so many lifes all across the world, one of those lifes were mines. Instead, I will celebrate your life because I know you will want me and the rest of your fans to do that. No matter what people said about you, I know you were a beautiful and genuine person inside and out. An one of the greatest the world has ever seen, thank you for inspiring me to dance. I would stand in front of the TV for hours trying to learn Thriller, Remember the Time and Ghost. Or banging Dirty Diana in the car. Lol. I still can't get those moves, but when I get up there make sure you teach me those moves...your spirit will never die because it'll live on in me; I wanna be just like you...

CONVERSATION on 06/21/09:

-Chrysta: Mama, you know who I wanna be like?
-Mama: Who?
-Chrysta: Michael Jackson.!!!
-Mama: Oh really, why?
-Chrysta: You can go anywhere, literally, ANYWHERE in the world and say 'Michael Jackson'. No one will ever be like, 'Who's Michael Jackson?'.
-Mama: Hmm...That's so true, huh.
-Chrysta: I know, its like he impacted and inspired people all across the WORLD, not just America but the world just by doing what he loves to do most, singing and dancing. I wanna be like that with my acting and dancing. He tight...

True Story. All bullsh*t aside.

Rest In Paradise.
Mr. Michael Joseph Jackson <3

I Love You!,
Chrysta Camille West.

If I wrote a note to God, I'd say...

2009-06-24T02:04:00.000-07:00

Dear God,

I been thinking ALOT likely about my life and how I hope

for my family can live comfortably. How I would like things to

be is quite simple and what many people want for their families...

to be taken care of. I was thinking, my sister is living in dallas

ALONE working a sucky *** job. my brother has basically put

his life into the palms of the governments hands in order to

provide for his family. my best friend is thinking about NOT going to

school next semester because her student loans are too high.

my parents are working their butts off just to make sure we have

food on our table, clothes on our backs, shoes on our feet and

enough gas to go to our destinations. The way I look at it, none of

them are suppose to be doing this, I am suppose to be providing

for them. I want to be able to provide for them sooo much that they

never have to lift a finger. All they have to do is wake up in the

morning, then I got it from there. We can go out and have an

expensive dinner and never have to ask the price. Be able to take

them out and shop until they literally drop, etc. Im sure everyone

would like to do this for their family. But its like we been struggling

for years and years and years and years. If its not money, its

something else its as if everytime we get 2 steps forward we

get pushed 4 steps back. And I would always say to my

parents, "Mommy, Daddy...God is just taking us through a test."

I strongly and deeply mean that, but my question is this, How

long will this test last, is this a lifetime test, or does it remain only

for a season? God, I know Im never to question you and the things

you do, but I just dont want to see my family suffer no longer. I'll

give anything to make sure that they are happy. Which is why Im

writing this letter to you...You know I have BIG dreams and plan to

achieve them starting right now with your approval. But the main

reason I have these dreams to become a rich, successful, famous

actress is for my family. Yes, its my dream but they inspire it to

a magnitude no one could ever see but you. As I said, I just want

to take care of them, so they never have to work a day in their lifes.

Im asking you to make miraculous miracles work in the West Family,

its so well needed, we live right and have scarficed so much...Regardless

if you change it or not, your will be done, I will continue to live by

your will no matter what the devil might throw at us. I will continue

to keep faith in you, I know the road wont be easy but you brought

me too far to leave me or my family. Im believing you God and I know

you wont let me down because you created me for a purpose. My purpose

is take care of my family and I wont stop till its 6 feet on top of me.

Someone asked me, "What is your main goal in life?"

My answer, "to make sure no one in my family ever have to work again a day in their life"

Love your spiritual daughter,

Chrysta Camille "Texas" West

P.S; I would still actually like to be a rich, famous

and successful actress too God, just dont forget...lol

hallelujah...

2009-06-21T03:57:00.000-07:00

i wish i could walk outside my body, stand in front of myself, put my hands on my shoulders, shake and say, "Chrysta, stop overthinking!!! WTF is wrong with you!! STOP!!"

this is your brain on drugs right? well this basically what happens when you overthink, its doing the same damages as drugs can do to your brain. sad right?! LOL. (why am i laughing.)

Dirty Gritty ft. Selena Fiasco - Had It

2009-06-19T13:22:00.000-07:00

i did this video a long time ago. this shoot was so much fun, ahh good times.

(check me out: red and white striped shirt)

HawthoRNe

2009-06-18T17:45:00.000-07:00

i think i found me a new show to watch. jada pinkett-smith's star and produced the new TNT series, Hawthorne this is a really good show. props to jada pinkett-smith.

can you honestly choose?

2009-06-18T16:40:00.000-07:00

Jun Q Choreography to "Mad by Neyo"

Maseo Choreography to "Mad by Neyo"

such a hard decision -__-

my GODCHILD.

2009-06-15T02:24:00.000-07:00

say hello to my godchild...

congratulations to miyonna and larry

i wish i had more followers...

2009-06-15T02:22:00.000-07:00

k bye =]

this is how i roll

whats sad is..

2009-06-13T00:57:00.000-07:00

i was falling in love with him. gave myself to the wrong guy , on well, sheit happens =]

Intellectual Nourishment

If there is a WILL, there is a way <3

Stop the Denial

1 8 B A R S . . .

I don't want to, but I want you

The truth?

when you ready you ready, and when you not you not. period.

Ready For Love

The God honest truth is, I am terribly lonely...and I'm okay with that =)

All I Ever Think About...

Wanna Be Loved

I Come To You More Than I Give

cat has let loose..

today is the day i've been waiting for, for a long time, this is my favorite month of the year, Dear October..

Perfect Quote for the weekend of September 11th - 13th

Love Rain

Bottom's Up ft. Nicki Minaj (Choreography) Chrysta "Texas" West SI7

money will be nice but...

An Open Letter from Michael Jackson to his critics from 1994:

Nothing is wrong being intouch with your sexually, just don't degrade yourself to do so.

Long Walk - Jill Scott

foolish heart...

BOTTOM LINE.

After a month and a half, I am finally speaking out.

Brotha To The Night

If you were here...

here

message that brought me clarity.

YOU SHOLL IS UGGHHLY!

do you believe in angels?

Why not? The world is so crappy that if I didn't believe something so perfect and pure existed to compensate I don't know how sane I would be.

Hidden Emotion

Girls aspire to be like Nicki Minaj, when they should aspire to be like Lena Horne.

LENA HORNE

cannot live without them;

i run with ZOMBIES!

THE THICKNESS

hello handsome,

formspring.me/YoshiCWest

Dear Self,

my hearts an open book, you can read it if you'd like...

"Office Life"

just once, that's all...

MJ♥

reaching out to touch a strangerelectric eyes are everywheresee that girl, she know i'm watchingshe like the way i stare...and they say why, why? tell that its human naturewhy, why? would does he do me that way

"if you know what this means, it means it was probably meant for you"

go go go! this sunday!!!

the choice is yours no matter what it isto choose life, is to forgiveyou dont have to try and hurt em or break their pridejust shake the wait offand you'll be ready to fly.one shot to your heart without breaking your skin...

speak to my heart

truth

best part is 1:03

:)

you inspire me. the way you make me feel inside is amazing. your honesty, your artistry is engaging. you are everything i hope to be. you have touch my soul, i want you to know, you are my hero. you got so much soul, to put it plain and simple; you are wonderful.

bmodozset, carissa!

i am thankful for you. you make me feel like i can be a better woman. trueXstory =]

my heart has been broken so many times it's pieces are finer then sand. Only the flames of love could turn that sand back into a heart of glass

VIBE XV

blessed and divinely favored

it takes courage to love again

"your apart of me and you dont even know it, im what you need but im too afraid to show it"

SEXY ASS MAXWELL..haha

ANGELA BASSETT <3 <3 <3

IDOL i love you soo much!

KERRY WASHINGTON <3

i love her

why is he so awesome?

hello im back...

WHAT-A-BITCH

i just love them...

woman, you are beautiful...i am not lesbian or bisexual in anyway...but i have a woman crush on you

so gone over you =p

WOW , WOW , WOOOOOOOOOW !

feelin it..

Perfect Date..

who's your top three?..

top three baddest bxtches walking in the united states of america..

a fan of REAL poetry

Love, Love, Love, Love ^ _^

misunderstood

Complicated Melody

reaching out to touch a stranger
electric eyes are everywhere
see that girl, she know i'm watching
she like the way i stare...

and they say why, why?
tell that its human nature
why, why? would does he do me that way

the choice is yours no matter what it is
to choose life, is to forgive
you dont have to try and hurt em or break their pride
just shake the wait off
and you'll be ready to fly.

one shot to your heart without breaking your skin...