Monday, May 17

YOU SHOLL IS UGGHHLY!

walking to my house
i watch my feet, why?
because snails are on
the sidewalk.

ME: (*SNAILS?!? YUCK!! you sholl is uggghly*)

christianity symbolizes
snails as a lazy or sinful
person. it appeared to
feed upon the mire of
this world, making no
effort to hunt or provide
decent food for itself.
in logic and reason, a
snail symbolizes death and
rebirth. because they seal
themselves in their shells
during the winter and
re-emerge in the spring.
death and rebirth.
i believe that everyone
deserves a second chance.
so why wouldn't i watch my
feet? cant step on them. i'm
a stranger in their world,
not vice-versa.
i refuse to play god to this
helpless animal. accident
or not.

ME: (*SNAILS?!? YUCK!! you sholl is uggghly*)

i've been praying
that one day i will not be
walking on the sidewalk
minding my business, and
someone steps on me.
distorted and disfigured
is the last place i want to
be. i apologize for all of
those snails i've stepped
on to get where i'm going.
think about it?
KARMA DON'T BE A BITCH..












do you believe in angels?


Why not? The world is so crappy that if I didn't believe something so perfect and pure existed to compensate I don't know how sane I would be.

Sunday, May 16

Hidden Emotion

anger has become my hidden emotion,
but my love wont allow me to show it.
sadness has become my hidden emotion,
but my happiness won't allow me to show it.
stress has become my hidden emotion,
but my motivation won't allow me to show it.
guilt has become my hidden emotion,
but my innocence won't allow me to show it.
pessimistic has become my hidden emotion,
but my optimism won't allow me to show it.
the "_____" has become my hidden emotion,
but my pride wont allow me to show it.
so what am i to do when i won't allow myself
to show it?

crying would help. its NEEDED. yet again
my bitch ass pride won't let me FUCKING DO IT.
i have become angry...with myself

so now what??!?!?!
HARDEST fucking decision i have ever made
in my life. shoot me in my face, and hopefully
i bleed blue, if so then the answer is yes.
if not then i'll bleed red, then the answer is no.