foolish heart...

My foolish heart will jump into the deepest of the seas,

even if it cannot swim.
My foolish heart will trust just anyone,

it’s so naive.
And I’m left to save it again.

I told you once I told you twice,

the next time I won’t be so nice.
You so quick to give it up, when you don’t think about us.

I won’t let you keep hurting me,

if you gone keep causing me pain.
I won’t let you keep hurting me, I’m about to take you out the game.

“i have missed more than 9,000 shots in my career. I have lost almost 300 games. On 26 occasions I have been entrusted to take the game-winning shot and I missed. I have failed over and over again in my life. And that’s precisely why I succeed.”

—	Michael Jordan, who led Chicago to six championship titles.

BOTTOM LINE.

"I'd rather have my heart broken into a million pieces rather than breaking someone else's heart."

-Chrysta C. West

You can mosdef believe that I am growing heartless, sad thing is, I'm starting not to care. No more crying for me.

After a month and a half, I am finally speaking out.

I have been silent about my recent failed relationship, yet amazingly, so many of my personal friends have talked to me about what my ex has said. I'm not one to have my business out, if I do not want people to know. I can't express myself because when I'm so passionate about something I tend to get tongue tied. I feel the only way I can express myself, truly, is through my blogs.

The Neo-Soul Artist, Chrisette Michele's music always tends to speak to the depth of my soul. I heard and know everyone of her songs, but one of her songs, "Blame It On Me" has taken a toll and spoke to my heart on how I feel about my past relationship. It has brought a since of clarity to what this song really, truly means.

Blame It On Me by Chrisette Michele

Sometimes you can work it out

Sometime YOU CAN'T

Sometimes you're forced to watch everything fall apart

It's out of your hands

Sometimes leaving is easy

Sometimes it ain't

Sometime it hurts to know

The loving you had was slowly fading away

You can say whatever you'd like

As long as we just say goodbye

Blame It On Me

Say it's my fault

Say that I left you outside in the cold with a broken heart

I really don't care

I ain't crying no more

Say I'm a liar a cheater

Say anything that you want

As long as it's over

I ain't a quieter

I just ain't got time

I tried to see you through

I tried to make it to the finishing line

Oh you thought it was meant to be

I admit so did I

Every once in a while you think you figured it out

Sometimes YOUR NOT RIGHT

You can say whatever you'd like

As long as we just say goodbye

Blame It On Me

Say it's my fault

Say that I left you outside in the cold with a broken heart

I really don't care

I ain't crying no more

Say I'm a liar a cheater

Say anything that you want

As long as it's over

Yes i love you

but I really got a loose you

Freedom is where I want to be

Yes I'll probably always love you

But I'm moving

I got to do this for me

Blame It On Me

Say it's my fault

Say that I left you outside in the cold with a broken heart

I really don't care

I ain't crying no more

Say I'm a liar a cheater

Say anything that you want

As long as it's over