Thursday, December 29

Stop the Denial

I know in love with you..knew it from the moment I meet you

Wednesday, December 21

I'm in love with you, in love with you..

Sunday, October 30

1 8 B A R S . . .

Lately...my emotions been Fucked up.
Like I'm guaranteed to fuck up.
I guess just screwed up.
I just need to fuckin grow up.
Money ambitious, need to get my fuckin gawp up.
Then I stop up, so I can cry a bit.
But then again I always seem to stop that shit.
What you bout bitch?
You ain't nothing, you can kiss my ass if you get far you lucky.
Every time I see you I just think of my future and shit...
Got me me thinkin if you gon be my fuckin main and shit..
Sometimes I wanna to forget all the time we spent...
Are you my fuckin soulmate? We don't know bout shit...
Can you walk out the fuck out my mind? I don't want the times that we spent like we out of time...
I'm not Denzel, only time will tell.
Don't want to be that muthafucka in love living in hell.
I keep it 100, like I'm Chris Brown, now let me run it while you sitting in the background.

Thursday, October 27

I don't want to, but I want you

I cannot lie, I feeling your vibe
I don't want to, but I want you.
You got this sexy thing about you,
That intrigues me to always think about you.
I don't want to, but I want you.
I could never fall in love with you, or be in a relationship.
I don't want to, but I want you.
I like the way we can talk and everything feels natural. You finish my thoughts, I finish yours.
I don't want to but I want you.
Im trying get you feeling right, all night.
Make your body orgasm, make you scream my name, make you play my game..my way.
Ain't nothing to but to do.
But like I said, I don't want to, but I want you.

Monday, October 24

The truth?

You don't mean nothing
I don't want ya
I don't need ya
I never loved ya
You're a nobody
You'll never make it
You're a mistake...

Wednesday, July 27

when you ready you ready, and when you not you not. period.

I'm ready now.

Ready For Love

I am ready for love
Why are you hiding from me?
I quickly get my freedom,
to be held in your captivity.

I am ready for love
All of the joy and the pain
And all the time that it takes,
just to stay in your good grace.

Lately, I been thinking maybe
your not ready for me.
Maybe you think I need to learn maturity

They say watch what you ask for
cause you might recieve
But if you ask me tomorrow,
I'll say the same thing.

I am ready for love.
Could you please lend me your ear?
I promise I won't complain.
I just need you to acknowledge I am here.

If you give me half a chance
I'll prove this to you.
I will be patient, kind, faithful, and true.

To a man who loves music,
A man who loves art,
respects the spirit world,
And thinks with his heart.

I am ready for love.
If you'll take me in your hand?
I will learn what you teach,
and do the best that I can.

I am ready for love
Here with a offering of:
My voice,
My eyes,
My soul,
My mind.

Tell me, what is enough to prove
I am ready for love?
I am ready.

Thursday, January 13

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the problem Science has with God, the Almighty. He asked one of his new Christian students to stand.

Professor: You are a Christian, aren’t you, son?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, you believe in God?
Student: Absolutely, sir.
Professor: Is God good?
Student: Sure.
Professor: My brother died of cancer, even though he prayed to God to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But God didn’t. How is God good, then? Hmm?
(Student was silent)
Professor: You can’t answer, can you? Let’s start again, young fella. Is God good?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Is Satan good?
Student: No.
Professor: Where does Satan come from?
Student: From.. God.
Professor: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?
Student: Yes.
Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it? And God did make everything. Correct?
Student: Yes.
Professor: So who created evil?
(Student didn’t answer)
Professor: Is there sickness? Immortality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don’t they?
Student: Yes, sir.
Professor: So, who created them?
(Student had no answer)
Professor: Science says you have 5 senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son.. have you ever seen God?
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your God.
Student: No, sir.
Professor: Have you ever felt your God, tasted your God, smelt your God? Have you ever had any sensory perception of God, for that matter?
Student: No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.
Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?
Student: Yes.
Professor: According to empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, Science says your God doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son?
Student: Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor: Yes, Faith. And that is the problem Science has.
Student: Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor: Yes.
Student: And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor: Yes.
Student: No, sir, there isn’t.
(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events)
Student: Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don’t have anything called cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of Heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.
(There was a pon-drop silence in the Lecture Theatre)
Student: What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?
Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn’t darkness?
Student: You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light… But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and it’s called Darkness, isn’t it? In reality, darkness isn’t. If it is, You would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?
Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man?
Student: Sir, my point is, your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor: Flawed? Can you explain how?
Student: Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can’t even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?
Professor: If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes of course, I do.
Student: Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?
(The professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going)
Student: Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?
(The class was in uproar)
Student: Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s brain?
(The class broke out into laughter)
Student: Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? .. No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable and Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures?
(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable)
Professor: I guess you’ll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student: That is it, sir.. exactly! The link between man and God is Faith. That is all that keeps things alive and moving!
That student was Albert Einstein.

Sunday, January 2

All I Ever Think About...

All I ever think about is you and I guess I never really ever loved no one. All I ever think about is you, from the rising of the moon to the setting of the sun. It's overwhelming and I'm feeling so confused. I'm really scared lying here about to fall,cause all I ever think about is you. Tryna get back, yeah I wanna get back to you, cause all I ever think about is you.

I'm down with you baby it gets so hard for me to focus. I'll say a prayer so that nothing happens to you, waiting on your phone call saying baby wont you come back to me. And when you get back I cant wait to hug and kiss you, cant wait to demonstrate just how much I miss you. You take my breath away, no other way to say...All I ever think about is you



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Saturday, January 1

Go ahead, text him first, he might be checking his phone, waiting for you. Stare into the eyes of the person you like and memorize the color. turn on your ipod and run as far as you can. Say hi to a stranger, you never know what they’ll become to you. Have a mental health day – you know you need it. Don’t go on facebook for a day and see what you can accomplish. Give money to a charity, your good karma will come around eventually. Sneak out, you might get caught, but it’ll be 100% worth it. Tell that one person that you like them, what's the worst that can happen? he doesn't like you back? Then he doesn’t deserve you anyways, right? Treat yourself to something indulgent, you deserve it. Smile at a stranger, it could make their day. Wink, it’s sexy and makes you feel confident, after all, you are pretty hot ;). go for somebody who is totally wrong for you, they may not be totally wrong after all. Stand up for yourself, because if you don’t, who will. Moral of the story is it's 2011, start living your dream life that you've always wanted, after all.. YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE.