just thaat one . . .

just thaat one guy that makes me crinkle my nose and smile <3

first daay of the semester !

BLAAAAH ,

shit was crazzy . not only did i paark far up the hill. . .
i gavee jesus some dapp before going to the class , st. peter
told mee to bring him back some chips . i saaw everybody
before going to class , biggie , tupac , aaliyah and dennis was
all there talkin to me reminising . it was crazzy . LOL .

theHUNDREDS .

i lovee theHUNDREDS ,
i mean look at my

phone .
notebook .
planner .

VERY NICEE !

happy birthdaay G.I jowena .

So, Jojo's birthday started pretty goood . BMod had a performance at PHS Senior vs. Staff Game . Dude, it was so much fun seriously . PHS Cheerleaders was super sweet and they had so much food for us , they decorated the locker room with posters, streamers and ballons . And the crowd . . . man the crowd was screaming and yelling like crazy . You know when you have a performance so that you can feel it right after the last move you make . Man, It was so great .

Jowena's Birthday Cake by Brittany .

The Birthday Girl and her Shoe Cake .

After the performance, we all went to Joe's Sushi for the rest of Jojo's birthday . Everytime someone has a birthday we always celebrate there. Wanna know why ? Because its the only place they never card for drinks, so all of us youngings can drink without worrying . LOL . Sake Bombs all around, bro ! I had so much fun, better yet Jowena and I friendship grew soo much more . Finally, we left Joe's Sushi. . . Jowena and I went back to her casa and I met her rommies . They were so cool , especially Jody . That cookie was bomb Jody . I feel so tight , i made a piece out of foil . hahahaa , G-Status .Then, we bothered Byron to come over so we could hookah . Next thing we know, here's Byron and his hookah . We watched Sex in the City, read Disneyland Injury/Death Stories, ate Alberto's and of course HOOKA'D ! Got home around 5:15 am . Then I just woke up around like 2:45 hahahah . GOODMORNING !

my designated driver, the Man You Call . Alexander and Brittany .

right by her side, all night .

Jojo was so drank. LOL, we had 6 shots of Sake Bomb .

what the cool kids drank, SAKE BOMB !

CHEF PETER, dranking with us .

not only did we get to drink, we got to watch the Lakers vs Warriors, tight ass game .

my boyfriend ;) Robert Anthony Barrett .

my finger .

karl's finger, he copied me !

We drank all of this . . . .

Jowena's and our friendship in phone form . =)

Chris Brown is DONE !

CHRIS BROWN FAILS ;
Damn , look at my wifey's face . Man I hate shit like this regardless , that their a celebrity couple . This shit pisses me the fuck off . Chris Brown , are you really serious ???!!?! I didn't think it was going to be that bad . I'm thinking maybe like a few stratches , or maybe a slightly blackened eye . But not all this . . . Shit, If I ever let a nigga hit me . Fuck that ! I dont like seeing shit like this , I dont even wish this on my worst enemy . WTF Chris Brown ! UGH ! IHATEHIM, all respect is gone from all his fans and I wasnt even a fan , and I lost respect from him!

Random Blog .

001. Real name → Chrysta West .
002. Nickname(s)→ Texas, Chuckie, Lil Mama .
003. Zodiac sign → Virgo .
004. Male or female - Female .
005. Elementary → Which one? Merrifield Elementary .
006. Middle School → Permenter Middle School .
007. High School → Colony High School .
008. Hair color → Brown .
009. Long or short → Long .
010. Loud or Quiet →Loud .
011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans .
012. Phone or Camera → Camera Phone .
013. Health freak → Hahaa .
014. Drink or Smoke? → Uhmmm .
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yes, but he doesn't know .
016. Eat or Drink → Drink .
017. Piercings → Ears and Stomach .
018. Tattoos → One .

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane→ Yes .
020. Been in a relationship → Yes .
021. Been in a car accident → Yes .
022. Been in a fist fight → Yes .

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Idk .
024. First best friend → Ayrial Smith, PreK . . . She's still my friend !
025. First award → Baby Contest, 3rd place !
026. First crush → Antonio Johnson, Kindergarten .
028. First big vacation → First trip out to California .

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to -> Jowena and Byron .
030. Last person you texted → Karl .
031. Last person you watched a movie with → LOL , Jowena and Byron .
032. Last food you ate→ Sushi .
033. Last movie you watched → Sex in the City .
034. Last song you listened to → Capris Music - TumTum .
035. Last thing you bought → Sushi Buffet .
036. Last person you hugged → Uhm , all of BMOD .

FAVES:
037. Food → Sushi .
038. Drinks → Red Kool Aid .
039. Clothing → Whatever is clever .
040. Flower → Sunflower .
042. Color → Green .
043. Movies → Step Brothers .
044. Subjects → Sociology .

IN 2008..... I
045. [x] kissed someone
046. [x] celebrated Halloween
047. [x] had your heart broken
048. [] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone
049. [WTF]someone questioned your sexual orientation
050. [] came out of the closet
051. [] gotten pregnant
052. [] had an abortion
053. [x] done something you've regretted
054. [] broke a promise
055. [x] hid a secret
056. [x] pretended to be happy :(
057. [BMOD] met someone who changed your life
058. [x] pretended to be sick
059. [] left the country
060. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
061. [] cried over the silliest thing
062. [] ran a mile
063. [x] went to the beach with your best friend(s)
064. [x] got into an argument with your friends
065. [] Hated someone
066. [] stayed single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → nothing .
068. Drinking → Salvia .
069. I'm about to → go home .
070. Listening to → Byron and Jowena talk .
071. Plans for today → Dance & Party .
072. Waiting for → Love .

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → Yeah
074. Want to get married? → Yeah
075. Careers in mind → Famous Actress (Reality) & Oscar winning Actress (Dream)

WHICH IS BETTER WITH A BOY/GIRL?
076. Lips or eyes → What's one without the other ?
077. Shorter or taller?→ Idc .
078. Romantic or spontaneous → Hopeless Sponstaneous Romantic .
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → Idc .
080. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive .
081. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship :(
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → Wth ?

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → nope, I got that 20/20
084. Snuck out of your house → no, parents is cool :)
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Knife .
086. Killed somebody → No .
087. Broken someone's heart → I hope not .
088. Been arrested → No .
089. Cried when someone died → Yes .

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → If I don't, who will ?
091. Miracles → Yes .
092. Love at first sight → Yes .
093. Heaven → Yes .
094. Santa Claus → Duh .
095. Sex on the first date → No .
096. Kiss on the first date → Yes .

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes :)
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → Very happy , happiest I've ever been . Thanks, Barkada Modern .
099. Do you believe in God → Yes .

Ideal .

I'd would want to meet the realest guuy I've ever known .
I know a lot of real people , don't get me wrong , but I mean
like , every guy that I date isn't always completely 'real' with
me . . . I just wish for once I could atleast met someone like that .
And I can be straight up front with them as well . Like , I want to be
around someone , when Im at my complete and absolute worst .
Meaning that I just woke up, I've been having the same shirt on
for 2 days, with crusty food stains on it, my hair is all jacked up , my
make up is old as dirt And I'm still beautiful to him . I want that type
of thing, where we are bored right ? So, I be like, "What you doing?"
He says, "Nothing." I say. "Okay, I'm coming over and Im bring scary movies
and popcorn. I'll be there in 10 mins." Or, everytime we see each other .
He has his arms opened wide because he knows I'm going to jump ,
in his arms and his going to spends me around like they do in the movies (:

I know this is a bit much, but I'm not done. . .

I would absolutely appreciate the guuy who STICKS by there word .
A man is only as good as his words, better yet, a man is only as good
as his promise then his action . And a person who never makes promises
just to compromise a situation . . . thats IGGNANT ! hhahah LOL .
But yeh, every time I'd get a text from him, I'd smile just because he's
has thaat typee of friendship with me . Random; I dont know why the
fuck I am typing this blog about this . Maybe this is why my blog is
called, "Neglected Thoughts", because it's something I have never
wrote or talk about . LOL .

So, back to it . . . .

I want a batman toy . LOL , but anywaay I guess you can I'm a Hopeless Romantic .
I can't help , T.V has had a huge impact on what my perspective of the perfect guy
for me . I mean, Idk . . . I'm just ranting on and on . I neveer understood why it
is easy to hate and hard to love. But what I've come to understand that if you ask God
for patience. Do you think he'll just give you patiences, or do you think that he'll give
you an opportunity to be patience? If you ask got for money. Do you think he'll give
a million dollars or do you think he'll give you a struggle and see what you do with it. . .?

Or maybe, just maybe. . .

If you ask God for Love, do you think he'll just give you the ideal person or well show
you the absolute worst in someone ? My philosophy in life is, "Everything happens for
a reason ." Not, trying to fall in love . Just be with someone then,
we can see what happens . So, this is my blog totally off topic now . . .

Karl said my Blog is SAD :)

IM HAPPPPPPPPPPPY KARLITA ! SEEEE ;)

If I wrote note to God

i was riding in the car yesterday and my Ipod is on Shuffle . and this song came on , and i'm like, "what song is this?" and a angelic voice starting singing . and im like "dude. thats jojo." Man, this song touched my soul . because i've actually written a note to God and felt this exact way . just read these lyrics . you'll see what im talking about .

Jojo - If I wrote a note to God

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away and
For the love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for wars to end
For peace to mend this world

If I wrote a note to God
I would say what's on my mind
I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world
Until these times
If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
No, We can't do it on our own
So I'd say. . .

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on , this is

If I wrote a note to God

he didnt eat my PBJ :(

I made Juno and I some Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwhiches .
But he didnt want it . . . Now , im crying because I cut thee sandwhich
in a heart shape like this ;

Kristine "Wobz" Bueta & Alexis "Iggnant" Avila .

Random ; I love my sisters , Wobz & Alexis.

idk , i found these pictures of us . and i

thought they were reallly cute . so i put em up .

But yeh , I love my super sheroes !

Juno .

So , Juno is back . He wanted me to delete this blog .

Now , he wants it back on so here you go Julian . haha .

Anyhoo so this is Julian Paul , but I call him Juno because

its cooler . his the greatest person i know right . he's the

last person i tlk to at night . the first in the morning and

he calls me ChaCha . Here is JUNO ;

the MIND of a FOUR4 year old

my nephew is now , four years old .

and has one of the most intelligent minds

thaat i have ever seen in a toddler .

Characters :

-nephew = Tre

-brother = Jeff

-sisinlaw = Sherry

-mom = Nana

Scene : (my brother , sister-in-law and nephews are riding in the car)

THIS IS THE CONVERSTATION;

Tre: Moma, Daddy, can ya'll turn down the music?

I would like to discuss something with you

Sherry: Discuss ?! Where that word come from?

Tre: Yes, Discuss . It means to talk with.

Jeff: LOL' . Mommy and Daddy knows what discuss means.

What do you want to talk about TreTre?

Tre: Well, I like Asia. But she dont like me anymore. Its not my

fault that Ms. Henderson sits us girl, boy, girl, boy . And I couldnt

sit by her. I think she's mad because Ms. Henderson sat me next to Brittany.

Sherry&Jeff: LOL. LMAAAO. HAHAHAAA

Tre: What's so funny ? Im serious, I really like her.

Jeff: Tre, you are only 4 years old. There are plently of girls out there for you.

Tre: I know, but I want Asia. Im 4 years old, but I know I like Asia.

But maybe I should get me another girl .

Jeff: Okay, Daddy gonna find you another girl.

And she gonna be WAAAY pretty then Asia.

Tre: Okay.

Scene : (Later, on that evening . On the phone with my mom)

Tre: Hey Nana! What you doing?

Mom: Laughing about what I heard earlier from your daddy.

Tre: What did you hear?

Mom: About you talking about this Asia girl, that you like a lot.

Tre: LOL. Nana you so silly.

Mom: LOL. No from what I heard, you the silly one.

Dont act like you dont know what Im talking about. So, What about her?

Tre: Nana, I really like her. But she dont like me anymore.

Mom: Tre, you are 4 years old. . . It's a lot of girls out that for you.

Tre: Why does everybody always say that to me?

Mom: LOL. Because its the truth TreTre.

Tre: Nana, I know I'm young. But I dont wanna die alone.

Mom: LMAAAAAO. LOL. HAHAHAHAHHA. AHAHAHAHA. LOL.

(finally catching her breath. . .) Tre you are so silly !

WOW, im so happy he is my nephew. This little guy, make me

laugh for hours. hahah ! Tre is the main homie though .

luamKEFLEGEZY ,

so , ima dancer btw . and my favoritest , favoristest

choreographer in the world . came down from new york

and taught a BZ Class(boogiezone.com) . DOPE , selected group .

[look for me ; white and red shirt , gray sweats]

B.MOD / CG SOCIAL

okay so today was really interesting . . . when i wokee up , i was so excited because i knew the only thing thaaaat would be fun this weekend would be BARKADA MODERN && COMMONGROUND SOCIAL ( NO Valentine's Day = ANOTHER BLOGG ! )

-Random; I wanted some fried catfish so bad todaaay .

Next thing I know my Daddy is downstairs cooking . . .CATFISH, TATER-TOTS &&& SALAD :)

Anyway, I showed up late too the CG/BM Workshop. I thought it was at 8, when it was at 7 . BLEH ! but anyhooo , shit was DOPE as fuck .Kim P, Karl, Andy and Kim taught . . . SICK SHEIT !

THEN, We all headed over to JENERTON'S (R) casa to chillaxx .

Liquor makes people do crazy things .

My eyes so LOW , I look like I'm from Hong Kong. LOL .

Twas' Kimberly and I all night . . . (NO HOMO BRO) but nah , on some real sheit . Me and Kim , we bonded tonight . Like we always been cool , cause we "SHEROES " But dawg, ol' grrul is the homie like fareallio . I got mad respect for her , she a strong individual and I'm proud of her . It aint none of yo' BIZZ bro , just know she got strength, courage and wisdom .

now back TO THE STORY ;

So, Robbie and Eric get ready to go (mind you that I rode there with them). . . and before they even got ready to leave . I tell myself, "Chrysta, dont not forget to get your purse before they leave ." But , guess what the fuck i did . . ."FORGOT MY FUCKIN' PURSE" which is where my keys are to my car && house !!! Dude, wtf is wrong with me . . . sheit ! So now , I'm at JENISE'S House . Up bloggin' about it , even though I started on this as soon as we got here @ fwckin' 6:45 AMMMM . Nigga, I'm tired . But can't sleep until Eric calls me back so I can go get my shit . Overall , i still had fun .

Screaming to the Heavens .

happy birthdaay dennis . . . it's been almost four years without you bro .
Love You ,
-Texas