Ideal .

I'd would want to meet the realest guuy I've ever known .
I know a lot of real people , don't get me wrong , but I mean
like , every guy that I date isn't always completely 'real' with
me . . . I just wish for once I could atleast met someone like that .
And I can be straight up front with them as well . Like , I want to be
around someone , when Im at my complete and absolute worst .
Meaning that I just woke up, I've been having the same shirt on
for 2 days, with crusty food stains on it, my hair is all jacked up , my
make up is old as dirt And I'm still beautiful to him . I want that type
of thing, where we are bored right ? So, I be like, "What you doing?"
He says, "Nothing." I say. "Okay, I'm coming over and Im bring scary movies
and popcorn. I'll be there in 10 mins." Or, everytime we see each other .
He has his arms opened wide because he knows I'm going to jump ,
in his arms and his going to spends me around like they do in the movies (:

I know this is a bit much, but I'm not done. . .

I would absolutely appreciate the guuy who STICKS by there word .
A man is only as good as his words, better yet, a man is only as good
as his promise then his action . And a person who never makes promises
just to compromise a situation . . . thats IGGNANT ! hhahah LOL .
But yeh, every time I'd get a text from him, I'd smile just because he's
has thaat typee of friendship with me . Random; I dont know why the
fuck I am typing this blog about this . Maybe this is why my blog is
called, "Neglected Thoughts", because it's something I have never
wrote or talk about . LOL .

So, back to it . . . .

I want a batman toy . LOL , but anywaay I guess you can I'm a Hopeless Romantic .
I can't help , T.V has had a huge impact on what my perspective of the perfect guy
for me . I mean, Idk . . . I'm just ranting on and on . I neveer understood why it
is easy to hate and hard to love. But what I've come to understand that if you ask God
for patience. Do you think he'll just give you patiences, or do you think that he'll give
you an opportunity to be patience? If you ask got for money. Do you think he'll give
a million dollars or do you think he'll give you a struggle and see what you do with it. . .?

Or maybe, just maybe. . .

If you ask God for Love, do you think he'll just give you the ideal person or well show
you the absolute worst in someone ? My philosophy in life is, "Everything happens for
a reason ." Not, trying to fall in love . Just be with someone then,
we can see what happens . So, this is my blog totally off topic now . . .