YOU SHOLL IS UGGHHLY!

walking to my house

i watch my feet, why?

because snails are on

the sidewalk.

ME: (*SNAILS?!? YUCK!! you sholl is uggghly*)

christianity symbolizes

snails as a lazy or sinful

person. it appeared to

feed upon the mire of

this world, making no

effort to hunt or provide

decent food for itself.

in logic and reason, a

snail symbolizes death and

rebirth. because they seal

themselves in their shells

during the winter and

re-emerge in the spring.

death and rebirth.

i believe that everyone

deserves a second chance.

so why wouldn't i watch my

feet? cant step on them. i'm

a stranger in their world,

not vice-versa.

i refuse to play god to this

helpless animal. accident

or not.

ME: (*SNAILS?!? YUCK!! you sholl is uggghly*)

i've been praying

that one day i will not be

walking on the sidewalk

minding my business, and

someone steps on me.

distorted and disfigured

is the last place i want to

be. i apologize for all of

those snails i've stepped

on to get where i'm going.

think about it?

KARMA DON'T BE A BITCH..

do you believe in angels?

Why not? The world is so crappy that if I didn't believe something so perfect and pure existed to compensate I don't know how sane I would be.

Hidden Emotion

anger has become my hidden emotion,

but my love wont allow me to show it.

sadness has become my hidden emotion,

but my happiness won't allow me to show it.

stress has become my hidden emotion,

but my motivation won't allow me to show it.

guilt has become my hidden emotion,

but my innocence won't allow me to show it.

pessimistic has become my hidden emotion,

but my optimism won't allow me to show it.

the "_____" has become my hidden emotion,

but my pride wont allow me to show it.

so what am i to do when i won't allow myself

to show it?

crying would help. its NEEDED. yet again

my bitch ass pride won't let me FUCKING DO IT.

i have become angry...with myself

so now what??!?!?!

HARDEST fucking decision i have ever made

in my life. shoot me in my face, and hopefully

i bleed blue, if so then the answer is yes.

if not then i'll bleed red, then the answer is no.

bittersweet,

your gonna be the

death of me i don't

want, but i NEED you.

i LOVE you and

HATE you, at the very

same time.

see what i want so much,

should neverhurt this bad.

"never did this before",

that's what the virgin said.

"we've been generally warned",

that's what the surgeon said.

help me now Lord,

this is an emergency.

Girls aspire to be like Nicki Minaj, when they should aspire to be like Lena Horne.

LENA HORNE

Malcolm is gone and Martin is gone, and it is up to all of us to nourish the HOPE they gave us. -Lena Mary Calhoun Horne (1917-2010)

cannot live without them;

drag my feet

i run with ZOMBIES!