Hidden Emotion

anger has become my hidden emotion,

but my love wont allow me to show it.

sadness has become my hidden emotion,

but my happiness won't allow me to show it.

stress has become my hidden emotion,

but my motivation won't allow me to show it.

guilt has become my hidden emotion,

but my innocence won't allow me to show it.

pessimistic has become my hidden emotion,

but my optimism won't allow me to show it.

the "_____" has become my hidden emotion,

but my pride wont allow me to show it.

so what am i to do when i won't allow myself

to show it?

crying would help. its NEEDED. yet again

my bitch ass pride won't let me FUCKING DO IT.

i have become angry...with myself

so now what??!?!?!

HARDEST fucking decision i have ever made

in my life. shoot me in my face, and hopefully

i bleed blue, if so then the answer is yes.

if not then i'll bleed red, then the answer is no.