this whole entire day, i have felt soo out of the loop from everthing and everyone, which is never a good feeling to have...(*sidenote: its not directed to no one in particular; in a general sense) but like everything feels like those same emotions i use to have are coming back. it getss so frustrating when you work sooo hard pouring your heart<3, sweat and tears in something you lovee with your whole heart; but never get recognized for it. feeling unappreciated. fading in the background. boy these feelings have been bottled up inside of me for the longest and they faded away. but now they are trying to twister and turn their way back into my head. i never say anything because i dont want people to think im fckn cocky and sheit, like be real; who just comes out and say, "hey! i feel unappreciated, unrecognized. blah blah bleh" that would be so stupid to me to just say that.
um..
feeling scatter brain; maybe because my aunt flo is coming im emotional. TMI?!!? sorry =]
feel better babeh! whatever it is.. i can tell that you're an amazing girl. hang in there and don't let anything bring you down.
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