Dear God,
I been thinking ALOT likely about my life and how I hope
for my family can live comfortably. How I would like things to
be is quite simple and what many people want for their families...
to be taken care of. I was thinking, my sister is living in dallas
ALONE working a sucky *** job. my brother has basically put
his life into the palms of the governments hands in order to
provide for his family. my best friend is thinking about NOT going to
school next semester because her student loans are too high.
my parents are working their butts off just to make sure we have
food on our table, clothes on our backs, shoes on our feet and
enough gas to go to our destinations. The way I look at it, none of
them are suppose to be doing this, I am suppose to be providing
for them. I want to be able to provide for them sooo much that they
never have to lift a finger. All they have to do is wake up in the
morning, then I got it from there. We can go out and have an
expensive dinner and never have to ask the price. Be able to take
them out and shop until they literally drop, etc. Im sure everyone
would like to do this for their family. But its like we been struggling
for years and years and years and years. If its not money, its
something else its as if everytime we get 2 steps forward we
get pushed 4 steps back. And I would always say to my
parents, "Mommy, Daddy...God is just taking us through a test."
I strongly and deeply mean that, but my question is this, How
long will this test last, is this a lifetime test, or does it remain only
for a season? God, I know Im never to question you and the things
you do, but I just dont want to see my family suffer no longer. I'll
give anything to make sure that they are happy. Which is why Im
writing this letter to you...You know I have BIG dreams and plan to
achieve them starting right now with your approval. But the main
reason I have these dreams to become a rich, successful, famous
actress is for my family. Yes, its my dream but they inspire it to
a magnitude no one could ever see but you. As I said, I just want
to take care of them, so they never have to work a day in their lifes.
Im asking you to make miraculous miracles work in the West Family,
its so well needed, we live right and have scarficed so much...Regardless
if you change it or not, your will be done, I will continue to live by
your will no matter what the devil might throw at us. I will continue
to keep faith in you, I know the road wont be easy but you brought
me too far to leave me or my family. Im believing you God and I know
you wont let me down because you created me for a purpose. My purpose
is take care of my family and I wont stop till its 6 feet on top of me.
Someone asked me, "What is your main goal in life?"
My answer, "to make sure no one in my family ever have to work again a day in their life"
Love your spiritual daughter,
Chrysta Camille "Texas" West
P.S; I would still actually like to be a rich, famous
and successful actress too God, just dont forget...lol
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